PROLOGUE:
Insects
by Giovanni Alberto Ludovico Fort On the top of the
barren hill, flailed by winds and acid rain, stood the ancient
stone monument, slender and proud against the bloodred sky.
Thomas had walked all the way up there. He thought it showed
more respect. Now he stood in front of it and looked at the
long inscription. After long hours of studying, the eroded
characters and the half-forgotten grammar of that ancestral
language were finally clear to him. Today he would translate
it all. He took a deep breath, focused his concentration,
and started to read in a half-voice:
" We have forgotten our fathers and betrayed ourselves.
We have bartered the magic of meaning to the seduction of
thoughtlessness. Our civilization, once founded on honour
and virtue, rightful battle and firm law, now stands upon
the rotten pillars of morbid needs, the weakness of our
flesh. We have lost ourselves, our days come to an end.
Our tradition, fostered in centuries of glory and pain,
is waning together with our pride, powerless memories for
antiquarians and lovers of curiosities, devoid of the strength
and the passion that burnt in our forefathers' hearts and
made them rise from the mud of our creation. Race is but
a forbidden word whose manifestations are too blurred to
be seen.
Our nations have molten into one formless conglobation
of purposeless beings, perpetuating life in a pathetic circle
of nescient cooperation for survival, fuelled by the simplest
and coarsest instincts, like a colony of insects. We have
given up our souls to follow the lead of our organs in a
pointless race to feed, stock, reproduce, and rot in the
grave after having started the cycle again.
We are becoming insects, powerful insects that no one
can crush, pestering like bugs. Bugs who feed on the sickening
body of the world, without knowing why, without a reason
or a goal, until we or our host organism die. The days of
mankind are soon over. The flame of the times when our race
was young burnt out long ago, put out by our greed, unfed
by our slothful lust.
Deprived of our innermost structures we will in no
time change, mutate into spineless beings that will bear
no memory or resemblance to what they once were. Our days
are numbered. The word mankind will one day no longer be
used, its meaning lost, as lost as mankind itself will be.
Our days are over, the first signs are already to be seen..."
Thomas paused and thought about what he had just read. Perhaps
his friends were right: he was wasting his time studying history,
"a bunch of useless boring stuff" as they said "just lots
of empty words, life is here and now". He should think about
making more money, buying more stuff, having more fun, that
was good.
Who needs the past anyway? And all those unrealistic paranoid
thoughts people had about the future: ridiculous. Mankind
was still of course what it always had been. Those words made
no sense. His mother had told him many times; his curiosity
for the past was probably just a senseless adolescent fancy
and it was time to outgrow it.
He was probably still in time to join his friends and enjoy
the evening drinking and eating and talking about the latest
things they had bought. It didn't really matter anymore to
translate the rest of the text, he had had enough. He should
probably start thinking about getting a better hobby. Thomas
shook his head, turned away from the stone disappointed ,
drew in his feelers and his six forearms, spread his black
coriaceous wings and flew back towards the colony.
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